Writing, Thunder, and Lightning
Another storm today...there's actually thunder this time; and lightning although I can't see it. Did you guys get a chance to look out your window in the afternoon yesterday? When the rain stopped, and the sun was shining? When the wind slowed down and the clouds started to part? It's kind of cheesy to say, but it was so refreshing to step outside into that sunlight with the air so crisp and clean. Raindrops were hanging off of leaves and gardening equipment, and it looked as if everything was reflecting a dewy light.
It's corny, I get it. haha.
But like I said yesterday, it was inspiring! I got a journal from my cousin and decided to write letters in it...along with other random stuff that would have even Conan laughing for a good ten minutes. The letters I've written so far (all three of them haha) are to certain people who have passed through my life. People I either don't associate with or talk to anymore. But after writing out all those feelings I was harboring, it felt...AWESOME.
Seriously! I celebrated with a SECOND serving of ice cream and extra time on my Kingdom Hearts II game =)
Last night was the start of a new letter. Probably around 2 in the morning when I started it. It's to my Mr. Right. Again, it's super corny, but I felt like I needed to talk to him for a bit; even if I haven't met him yet or will never meet him in the future. It's not finished, but it got me thinking that I keep saying to myself that I need a guy right now. And I won't lie, I'm really lonely. I haven't felt real love in God knows how long. But that's just it. God knows. He loves me, and I'd rather have the company of some douche-bag who'll most likely never look my way over His never-changing love for me. I'll admit, it's not the same feeling, but His love for me supersedes the love I might have for the man in my dreams.
And thinking about that more...helps; even if it's not by much. And with that in mind, I think...I can wait just a little bit longer for Mr. Right.
It's corny, I get it. haha.
But like I said yesterday, it was inspiring! I got a journal from my cousin and decided to write letters in it...along with other random stuff that would have even Conan laughing for a good ten minutes. The letters I've written so far (all three of them haha) are to certain people who have passed through my life. People I either don't associate with or talk to anymore. But after writing out all those feelings I was harboring, it felt...AWESOME.
Seriously! I celebrated with a SECOND serving of ice cream and extra time on my Kingdom Hearts II game =)
Last night was the start of a new letter. Probably around 2 in the morning when I started it. It's to my Mr. Right. Again, it's super corny, but I felt like I needed to talk to him for a bit; even if I haven't met him yet or will never meet him in the future. It's not finished, but it got me thinking that I keep saying to myself that I need a guy right now. And I won't lie, I'm really lonely. I haven't felt real love in God knows how long. But that's just it. God knows. He loves me, and I'd rather have the company of some douche-bag who'll most likely never look my way over His never-changing love for me. I'll admit, it's not the same feeling, but His love for me supersedes the love I might have for the man in my dreams.
And thinking about that more...helps; even if it's not by much. And with that in mind, I think...I can wait just a little bit longer for Mr. Right.