Honestly Lying
There must be something wrong with me. I keep trying over and over to post something on here but the thoughts just refuse to translate into the words I need. Usually, I have no problem talking about how I'm feeling or what is going on in my life, but for some reason, I'm scared to do just that.
Screw this. I'm typing it anyway.
You know when you really want something, but know there's a giant possibility that you'll never get it? You lower your expectations, hoping that that will prevent more heartache and the feeling that you've lost something dear. But at the end of the day, you realize that it'll hurt just the same (maybe even more) regardless of all the precautions you take. Yea, I'm there.
It's not like I haven't been in this situation before; the players are the same, but the stakes are a bit higher. For me, at least. Maybe if I just keep telling myself that there's no point in trying anymore, I'll actually be able to move on without sustaining massive damage to my heart and ego. Still, lying really never got anyone anywhere, so that's probably not a good idea. UGH! I don't know what to do. Honestly. Why is it that no matter what I do, I always come out the loser? God help me...
Anyway, I know that wasn't the happiest of posts so here's a hilarious video. Enjoy!
Screw this. I'm typing it anyway.
You know when you really want something, but know there's a giant possibility that you'll never get it? You lower your expectations, hoping that that will prevent more heartache and the feeling that you've lost something dear. But at the end of the day, you realize that it'll hurt just the same (maybe even more) regardless of all the precautions you take. Yea, I'm there.
It's not like I haven't been in this situation before; the players are the same, but the stakes are a bit higher. For me, at least. Maybe if I just keep telling myself that there's no point in trying anymore, I'll actually be able to move on without sustaining massive damage to my heart and ego. Still, lying really never got anyone anywhere, so that's probably not a good idea. UGH! I don't know what to do. Honestly. Why is it that no matter what I do, I always come out the loser? God help me...
Anyway, I know that wasn't the happiest of posts so here's a hilarious video. Enjoy!