Breaking The Fourth Wall.
Are you reading this right now sister in law?
You may think that it would scare the crap out of me if you found this, but it doesn't. I hope you ARE reading everything I'm posting on here. Puts my mind at ease knowing that you read all my rantings and struggles and yet you change nothing about yourself.
Why does it put me at ease?
Why would you change anything about yourself?
Well the answer to the first one is pretty simple: it makes disliking you easier. Once I've gotten to a point in my dislike for a person I put away all pretense and wear my heart on my sleeve. It's exhausting depleting all my energy on being nice and polite to someone so awful and worthless to me. This way, it makes ignoring you and making fun of you in public even better. Does that make me a terrible person? Probably. I know that I shouldn't be holding such a grudge against you, but that's between me and God and you have no right to call me out on it. I have the piece of sawdust in my eye while you have that honking log in your own. My free piece of advice is stop looking down on me with that pretentious snobby nose of yours and start humbling yourself.
The answer to the second question shouldn't be too difficult to answer either. You're proud just as I am proud. In a battle to see who can dig their heels in deeper than the other, I'm pretty sure I would win. And I don't say that because I'm the only one who thinks so. But you're just so convinced that you're right and I'm wrong that you're willing to stick it out no matter what.
For that, I pity you.
You're just as ugly on the outside as you are on the inside, but all you see is the fog that other pretentious arrogant people like yourself have led you to believe. I hope you wake from your sweet dream and see the reality of it all. Because you can only make yourself think you and your life are perfect for so long.
You may think that it would scare the crap out of me if you found this, but it doesn't. I hope you ARE reading everything I'm posting on here. Puts my mind at ease knowing that you read all my rantings and struggles and yet you change nothing about yourself.
Why does it put me at ease?
Why would you change anything about yourself?
Well the answer to the first one is pretty simple: it makes disliking you easier. Once I've gotten to a point in my dislike for a person I put away all pretense and wear my heart on my sleeve. It's exhausting depleting all my energy on being nice and polite to someone so awful and worthless to me. This way, it makes ignoring you and making fun of you in public even better. Does that make me a terrible person? Probably. I know that I shouldn't be holding such a grudge against you, but that's between me and God and you have no right to call me out on it. I have the piece of sawdust in my eye while you have that honking log in your own. My free piece of advice is stop looking down on me with that pretentious snobby nose of yours and start humbling yourself.
The answer to the second question shouldn't be too difficult to answer either. You're proud just as I am proud. In a battle to see who can dig their heels in deeper than the other, I'm pretty sure I would win. And I don't say that because I'm the only one who thinks so. But you're just so convinced that you're right and I'm wrong that you're willing to stick it out no matter what.
For that, I pity you.
You're just as ugly on the outside as you are on the inside, but all you see is the fog that other pretentious arrogant people like yourself have led you to believe. I hope you wake from your sweet dream and see the reality of it all. Because you can only make yourself think you and your life are perfect for so long.