what a bittersweet day


I know I should be happy about this....

I mean, I got into group 1 for the Christmas Play!! That's SOOOOO COOL! But when I looked at the names on the list...I almost cried. Everyone is better than me. If I sing like I usually do, people will definitely notice that I can't. I'm so scared of what they'll think of me.

If you heard me sing, you would have to really lean in to hear me. I'm no good when it comes to belting and whatnot. I just can't do it.

I can't sing. Plain and simple.

I'm totally going to embarrass myself when I go in for rehearsal....

God, is it okay to cry about this?

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