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Now or Never.

Today is the day. Whether it will be a loss or a triumph will depend on the pieces and the moves they make. My mind is made up, and my heart yearns to break free from these lies they have made about me. I will not be chased away or be bashed by their words anymore. Today is the day.

Gathering an Army

So she pretty much told the whole family about what happened at the wedding. Zack's mom just called our friend and asked him about what happened. Thank goodness he didn't say anything! She then proceeded to tell him not to tell me or Zack. Yeah right! If you're reading this, Vanessa, you should know that all our friends hate you. Especially the ones you think you're friends with. But you're so arrogant you'd never be able to see it. So go ahead; try to turn everyone against me. They've been against you from the very beginning.

Rolling in The *BEEP*

F*ck you, Vanessa. That is all.

June MyGlam Bag Review

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I've actually used all of the products in the bag so this review will hopefully be a bit more informative or helpful. June's MyGlam Bag came sometime last week which was a little bit later than last month. The bag has a leopard print with a neon yellow zipper. It feels a bit more sturdy but for some reason it also felt cheaply made. I constantly found loose threads coming out of the seam. As for the contents, the dry shampoo was not too bad. I used to buy the one from Ojon but it has a strange smell so I felt a bit discouraged from wanting to try out other ones. However Pssssst! made a dry shampoo I can believe in! It smells fine, and it instantly dries up the oil in my hair. The gel liner by Cailyn is the first gel liner I've ever used. I'm glad to say I've become a fan! It goes on smooth, I like the design, and it came in purple. What I enjoy most about it is that I can use it as the base for my eyeshadow. For the past two days I've been applying purple eyesha

Man of Steel? More like, Man of Sex Appeal.

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Oh, Henry. I'm not trying to sound "indie" or come across as a true fan, but when I say that I've always been a Henry Cavill fan, I really mean it. About seven to eight years ago, I bought a movie called, "The Count of Monte Cristo." Some of the actors are Jim Caviezel, Guy Pearce, Richard Harris, and Henry Cavill. When I first watched this movie, I immediately developed a small crush on Henry's character, Albert. He didn't have a lot of screen time but from the few moments I, as the audience, got to see of him, I couldn't help but swoon. The picture above is Henry in "The Count of Monte Cristo." He really looked so young back then. And now, he has become one of the most iconic characters of all time: Superman. It goes without saying that that role is a burden. There are so many expectations and so much pressure thrust upon your shoulders when you don the cape and the famous "S." I watched "Man of Steel&q

"In A World..." Movie Trailer.

Release date: August 9, 2013

Grinning Through It.

I've been to three weddings so far this year; and with each I find myself being asked by someone the same question that makes me resent weddings even more. "When are you going to get married?" If only it were possible to truly sink into the crust of the earth or instantly hide in that quiet and safe place in my mind. Whenever I hear those words, I feel a bit of anger and resentment towards the person who said it. I want to lash out at them for asking something so personal; but in reality, it's a question that I have been avoiding to answer. Fake smiles and giggles can only go so far. As I partook in each wedding I kept going over in my mind all of the "what if's" and "if only's" of the future I might have with Zack. I mean, neither of us are in the place we said we'd be five years ago. We haven't finished our studies, Zack is the only one working right now, we haven't saved up any money, we spend more than we make, we

Game of Groans.

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There is a good amount of *SPOILERS* in this post so proceed with caution. What is it about killing off your favorite characters that amasses so much appeal to the consumer? You would think something like that happening would stop viewers from wanting to watch more. After last night's episode of "Game of Thrones" it's actually hard to say at this point. Considering that a lot of people are attached to the characters that were killed off last night, it depends how devoted the fans are to the show and not just to the characters. I'm not particularly a big fan of the book series or the television show but I like to see a little here and there just to get an idea of what all the hype is about. The reason why I don't follow the story is because I'm just not a huge fan of all the incest and rape themes. I realize I'm a total hypocrite when I say that because I also watch "American Horror Story," "Dexter," and "True Blood.&

Breaking The Fourth Wall.

Are you reading this right now sister in law? You may think that it would scare the crap out of me if you found this, but it doesn't. I hope you ARE reading everything I'm posting on here. Puts my mind at ease knowing that you read all my rantings and struggles and yet you change nothing about yourself. Why does it put me at ease? Why would you change anything about yourself? Well the answer to the first one is pretty simple: it makes disliking you easier. Once I've gotten to a point in my dislike for a person I put away all pretense and wear my heart on my sleeve.  It's exhausting depleting all my energy on being nice and polite to someone so awful and worthless to me. This way, it makes ignoring you and making fun of you in public even better. Does that make me a terrible person? Probably. I know that I shouldn't be holding such a grudge against you, but that's between me and God and you have no right to call me out on it. I have the piece of sawdust i

Things I Make.

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Isengard and Misty Mountains painting by Sharai Bravo Deadpool shoes by Sharai Bravo Doctor Who in space wacey made by Sharai Bravo I need to start painting again. I don't think I've done anything since Christmas! A lot of people have been asking me to make Doctor Who stuff lately and it's actually helped me a lot! Well, in terms of making the Tardis. I think that's the hardest part for me; besides painting people. Painting is has always been therapeutic for me. I find that when I just let my hands go and my imagination run free, I come up with something truly special and unique. No two paintings are the same even though people have asked me to duplicate it. I think it makes it even better. I feel less like a machine and more like an artist. The only downside to making things in general is that I'm the type of person who wants to begin and finish the project in one day. I take so long with even the most simple things and I usually just end up f

You're The Worst.

Baby dedications. I normally don't mind going to those considering they usually have tons of food after. This one coming up though is for "She Who Must Not Be Named" and of all the days she picks to have it on, she picks FATHER'S DAY!!! I mean, how selfish can you be? Her reasoning is that she doesn't have to be back home for her dad on that day so she can just do the dedication instead. Of course she doesn't remember that she has a father in law too. She's honestly worse than Britta from Community.