What I Feared Most
OMGOODNESS You ever hear the phrase, "you become that which you hate the most" ? Well, I just realized that that's what has happened to me. If you don't know, the one I hate the most is my father. That man has taken more happiness away from me than the cancellation of Pushing Daisies ever did. Any attempt I ever made as a child to gain his approval or encouragement always (and I really do mean that) ended up in billowing flames of failure. I drew a picture for him in school. He told me it was the ugliest thing he ever saw and crumpled it up. My sister drew a picture for me one day. I told her it was the ugliest thing I ever saw and crumpled it up. I used to ask my dad for help on stuff. He always told me that I'm useless and can't do anything myself because I'm so stupid and weak. My sister still asks me for help on stuff. Sometimes I tell her that she's useless and can't do anything herself because she's so stupid and weak. My father n...