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Words, Phrases, Hope

I'm scared. As in, "shakin' in my boots" scared. A few reasons why. But all in all, I just want release from this fear. God's been working on my heart. When I'm about to commit a terrible sin, His words pop up in my mind. Words that He has spoken through others. And yet, I sin anyway. So stupid. But I remain happy and hopeful. Want to know why? Because tomorrow is a new day and God is still in control. Can't help but relax when I remember that. I don't know what He's got planned just yet. He hasn't gotten back to me on the when, where, and how. A bit frustrating. Still... These words help get rid of my impatience And I can wait a little bit longer... "I believe in the sun, even when it's not shining. I believe in love, even when it's not shown. I believe in God, even when He's silent."

I Think There's Something Wrong With Me...

It's too hot here my neck is scorching with this chain holding me down I can't move If I do, they'll see me They'll coming rushing to burn me even more They hold those weapons in their hands Long poles with fire emanating out of them They circle around me If I even twitch, they'll see I don't want them to know that I'm still alive Barely alive, really Hiding myself in this shell I'm trapped in I have no choice but to slowly die here I made a mistake It was a trap from the beginning A trap to corner me here and hold me down They want my blood They want everything I have I can't let that happen I can't give up These material things that brought me here They looked intriguing and friendly Harmless at first Till I realized that they were nothing But a scheme To show me how foolish I was To show me how alone I am To show me how my soul would soon be theirs I won't lie I'm afraid I avoid looking into my captor's faces For if I do I feel as ...