Possible Truths...Yuck
I feel...SICK. Like there's something nasty in me, and it's latched onto the insides of my body. EWW... Anyway, I was thinking about a conversation I had with someone last week. I'm kinda embarrassed to put who this person is since we've got some history, so let's just call them Drone. That sounds neutral, right? haha Anyway, so I was talking to Drone about this past summer and how I've made so many bad choices and how I realized that only one person bothered to tell me to stop. And Drone was like, "maybe you just needed to learn for yourself." WTHECK? Okay, maybe I did, I totally get that. But now I feel so guilty. Looking back, well, that's just it. Every time I try to look back on all the crap I did, my throat tightens, my chest gets heavy, and I lose all feeling in my fingers. Sounds like I'm having a heart attack or something doesn't it? Psh, you would too if you knew what happened to me this summer! I didn't even tell ...