Crying is useless. I can sit in my closet for the rest of my life, but it won't change anything. I will still be as weak and hopeless as the day I was born. Strength never became one of my attributes. Always living in some sort of fear. People don't see that though when they look at me. They only see what I want them to see; a pretty, carefree, ambitious, loyal young adult. No scars. No past to hide behind. No regrets. But Reality is as cold as Selfishness and Winter. The truth is that I am always scared. Always fearful of being discovered under this carefully formed guise. But who really reads this? It's like talking to the wall. And the people who do read this...well, a couple of them are my best friends, but other than that...well. The other people don't count. People who don't talk to me about my lie are people not worth the time to talk to about this. Anyway, what happened last night just further proved that parents suck. "For your own good...