Insanity Dressed In Coats
It's like an ominous air of doom that's lurking on my mind. I'm leaving soon. Going to Virginia to stay with my uncle and cousins for a while. Don't know when I'm coming back...IF I'm coming back. IF I even want to.
There are so many trepidations circling around in my head that just make me so nervous whenever I think about them. For one, one of my cousins is married to this guy I'm not really fond of. He's got a very strong personality and seems to dislike me with a passion. His son is no better....ignoring me the whole time I was there. Not even bothering to say "Hi" like normal civilized people.
Honestly, I've got this hidden desire to not come back to California...for reasons that I'm sure many of you DON'T know...and if you do, it's because you know in strict confidence. And because I like you. And because we're good friends.
Soon I'm going to go insane and my nerves will then take over any common sense I have left and I'll just break down sometime between now and when I leave. I mean, WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR??? It's colder than ice over there!! HaHa You all thought it was going to be some kind of deeper reason, right? Well, there is another reason why I'm so scared silly. But I don't want to put it on here...too uncomfortable I guess. Don't know why. Don't ask. Well, I'll post a bit more later. Till then!!
There are so many trepidations circling around in my head that just make me so nervous whenever I think about them. For one, one of my cousins is married to this guy I'm not really fond of. He's got a very strong personality and seems to dislike me with a passion. His son is no better....ignoring me the whole time I was there. Not even bothering to say "Hi" like normal civilized people.
Honestly, I've got this hidden desire to not come back to California...for reasons that I'm sure many of you DON'T know...and if you do, it's because you know in strict confidence. And because I like you. And because we're good friends.
Soon I'm going to go insane and my nerves will then take over any common sense I have left and I'll just break down sometime between now and when I leave. I mean, WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR??? It's colder than ice over there!! HaHa You all thought it was going to be some kind of deeper reason, right? Well, there is another reason why I'm so scared silly. But I don't want to put it on here...too uncomfortable I guess. Don't know why. Don't ask. Well, I'll post a bit more later. Till then!!
